already two day left

my heart felt more hurt  

i dunoe why

worry, hurt , kept asking what happen ,scare , why ?

but until now i still cant find out the question

wad happen to me ?

cos bored?

but nope this feeling...

god

 

still same

i dunoe how to explain it

felt hurt

damn

 

wad i am worry bout now ?

i am sure already put down all d matter

but wad i am scare for now again ?

wad matter will gonna be happening again ?

oh god

i am your son

i am believe you

but can you try tel me

why i am moody now ?

 

dont have anyone will noe my feeling now

even my .... also dunoe my feeling

i am try to let you noe

but lastly i am still kept it

cos i am also dunoe wad happen

sorry

only god you know it

but you always kept the answer after d happening

just wanna tell me d question

 

god

 

 

today a bit feeling lost

dun asked me why

because i am also not sure

this feeling suddenly came out

i don't knew how to explaned it

i am just suddenly felt moody

guess it whole afternoon

i am still dunoe why

not becouse boring so made me feeling lost

i am feeling have got something will happening soon

but i dunoe what

hopefully i am think too much

i am tryed to told someone

but i am still kept it

because i am really dunoe how to explan my mood

because i am dunoe wad i am thinking now

and just felt my mind and heart have got some message let me noe it

i am trying catched it but i am still cant reveiced the msg

i am blur now

hope got somebody tell me wad happen am i

 

 

 

3am

cant sleep

dunoe want do wad

kept listening song

 

 

 

 

 

 

闷

没事做的日子好难过

希望快点找到事情做

不知不觉在这里的生活一星期了

 

这里的生活的不同是

晚上不能出去和一大帮朋友喝茶

晚上很多的大夏都关闭

没地方逛逛

 

真的真的有点不习惯

今天8点早上到达澳洲，悉尼。=马来西亚5早晨。就打个电话回家和家人和朋友保平安。

然后 就下城市去了，到达城市感觉这城市和吉隆坡，雅加达，新加坡，吉隆坡没什么特别感觉，只是多了外国人的脸孔，这里真的到处都可以看到中国人的脸孔呵呵呵感觉不了陌生。然后赶快去买个电话卡，之后又跑去处理选择学院。

真的走到有点累呵呵呵可是天气凉爽只有21温度所以也并不觉得很累虽然走了很长的路。之后就到处逛逛，可以说这里的服务很不错，可是就是严了点哈哈哈意识他们做事真的很小心。忙了一整个下午终于回家了

回到家随随便便的处理下行李，突然看到老姐写了一封信在红包内，看完那封信我的心和鼻子开始酸酸的感觉。想不到我真的如此多人为我担心和爱护。谢谢姐姐还有爱我的人。我会好好的努力向前跑了而不是走了。因为我要很快达到我的愿望和期待。来证明我自己说得到可也要做得到。就算达不到全部也期望达到一半!来报答你们的爱护!

我并不是神可是我期望神远远保佑我！

除此之外，我会等到你的到来！很快的！

现在<0557pm—aus time>, 天气风很大，吹着吹真的开始冷了！

无聊之下写下这封纪录！

 

昨晚吃了最少7-8 餐。呵呵呵饱死我